It's the end of the year as we know it.

So one more year in the life of me comes to an end. I can't say it was a great year i can't say it was a bad year I've had worse and I've had better hell I've had better ups and downs in other years past in one year then I've had this year.

This year I didn't spend much time in moval. I was on the Rock Boat come jan which i'm doing again. in feb i don't know what i was doing haha infact i'm not sure what i was doing other then class till SXSW which was a wooo of a weekend which i'm happy and still can't believe i did that drive to austin stright though.

After that in May was the Grand Canyon which i can't wait to plan to go back to then a week later a drive across country in two days ( give or take a few hours it is a 40 hour drive and we slept at one point.... due to my begging of my mom and people think i'm go go go)

I was in Arlington until Aug. and when there i saw fireworks on the national mall for the 4th of july, had way more noodles and co then should be normal saw tinted windows in one more place and didn't get to go to one theme park like i hope i would haha.

In Aug i came home just to be home for a month and ahalf about till i was on the road again for Hanson tour. How i love hanson tour how i hate hellogoodbye. from sept 28th to nov uh 11th? it was go go go for hanson tour or was it the 12th i can't remember what day the moe was on. it was a tour with up's and downs and sometimes what should have been up's wheren't and sometimes things that should be down where awesome. it's hard to explane sometimes but it's life and i had an overall awesometime. though this tour i got to see less random it was more about going to shows then past tours have been for me and i still haven't had the swin flu which is more then many i met on the road can say.

after tour was done it was like omg i'm back which fastly turned in to omg i wish i had anywhere to go.

before cali tour i bought a new car ! that was a huge moment for me and then i put 2500 miles on it in a two week period.

i came home from tour to the news my school girl best friend is pregent, and getting married which infact shes doing a month from today.

and from all of that nov turned in to dec and dec has been slow seeing friends family and still feeling like this year was kinda a waste.

well lets hope the next one is the same or better for me. i guess i keep wanting years to be like 2007 all over again those highs i had that year where really high and the lows pretty fing low but it was worth it and there are somethings i would change and many things i would't that year but at least i walked away going wow that was a time and even though i did more things that are kinda crazy this year nothing left me feeling wowwed idk if it's cus i'm older or it's starting to be the same old same old.

But in a week i will be on the rock boat again this time no hanson but fun all the same, in a month in vegas can't believing jess is married, and in 4 months i will be spending a week in nyc seeing hanson every night with it once again being a different place many of the same faces and the same old same old and somehow now i understand the girl the i met the first time i went to nyc for hanson. it all clicks now and i'm sad that i don't know if i can find others that understand.